Thursday, July 05, 2007

theres a change in the wind

well i hope all you boys had a great 4th, mine was slightly stressed in that i spent the bulk of the day with her family, and must admit this time felt very strained even with her parents and brothers and sisters. in the past never had a problem and i did not particularly want to go yesterday, but am glad i went to the local fireworks display which had some particularly hot scenery that kept walking by............anyways last couple weeks she has been going through the house pulling a lot of things out and getting ready to take all this stuff out to her parents for a garage sale.......its alot of glass wear and stuff we have collected over the years and while i havn't said anything to her about what she is doing am just wondering .............its been going on roughly 2 years now, and i am feeling stronger and stronger every day in my new skin ........have slowly started building up a network of gay friends, one in particular that i talk to on a regular basis and think that i could easliy fall for him.........what a sweet sweet man only problem is he lives a bit away from me.........but that can be worked out........so yeah i think my life is starting to come together in bits and pieces ........

5 comments:

Lewis said...

Man, you sound like some pretty heavy things are going on. My heart is with you. I think I've got an extra "Been there and done that" t-shirt if you want it.

daveincleveland said...

hey thanks for the reply...yup i'll take the t shirt...and wear it with pride at home every freekin day......heheh

Wayne said...

Sounds like progress! good for you!

Moby said...

I'm so playing catch up here. So, can I ask why you stay if this is not where you want to be?

daveincleveland said...

well a number of reasons, we are mortgaged over our asses in the house and her working for our church would cause her to loose her job if we divorce