2008

ok, havn't posted in a while, even scared myself in the past week or so ....i have been reading all your posts and thank you guys for all the support.......i plan, listen to me, to make this whole gay thing official in 2008, early, am stashing some money in case i need to move out, and pilfering some unused household items and am storing in the garage, which she never goes into......i am excited, cannot wait, truth will come, my dear friend akoni, last posted in my blog and he told me to smile, even if i have to fake it till its real, well all you out there, that is just what i am doing, i am not going to let ANYONE get me down anymore and to the point that i was, i am me and am damn worth still living......................so you all have a great day, cause i 4 days, i am going ..................SHOPPING...........God i love to shop.............and its friday after thanksgiving, off work for the first time since april................cannot wait.......................love all of you for being there