Saturday, October 28, 2006

TIRED

this week has been a really tough week for me, work stress, home stress, life stress, lonliness and i could go on and on.......what i have come to finally realize is that i am gay, (big news there),i am married and while i still live there don't feel like i belong there anymore,so being tires of the games, the anger,the nice one day and angry the next day shit at home, i am going to pursue truth,who and what i am,and see what happens, i think i am ready for the next step,and am looking forward with great excitement to the next step,keep me in your thoughts an prayers guys,as we see just what the next few weeks unfold....perhaps my knight in shining armour will just show up, sweep me off my feet and carry me away to never never land, isn't that how it supposed to happen in gay land??????
peace out for now

7 comments:

Stephen said...

I hope your knight in shining armour has a brother. ;) Seriously, there is no simple answers or solutions, take it one step at a time, and don't never forget you're in my prayers.

Will said...

Well, it does happen sometimes. I wasn't in need of rescuing exactly, but I was 52 and wanted to meet THE man. And suddenly there he was. And he loves me like I've never been loved before.

All my good wishes ae with you as you begin to venture forth.

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The Persian said...

You are in my prayers Dave. :)

The most important thing is to be true to yourself and try to find a place where your sould can be at peace. I've been out now close to 9 years. I still haven't found the one, sometimes it happens quickly (Will) and sometimes you just have to continue wading through hawt guys trying to find "the one" :)

*hugs*

Ian said...

Hey Dave,

Hang in there! You are not alone in this journey. Being true to yourself is never a bad policy.

Now, if we could just move Cleveland a little farther south... :)

keith said...

If you're true to yourself, and have integrity, something good will happen. That's my story at least. Hope it works for you too.

Keith
http://www.brokenwhole.com

Kevin said...

Yes, that can indeed be rough.

*sigh*