Saturday, April 21, 2007

new direction,new steps

this past week has been a week of thought,revelation, and much discussion with myself ...i have decided to take some bold steps, while there are those of us here in our family in same situation as me, still married and unable to do anything about it at this point, due to financial problems, we have formed seperate lives and while she goes out to dinner and goes here and there and planning a vacation in june, i have done nothing, so this week have contacted someone in local gay peoples paper and have signed up to join a group of gay guys in my neighborhood interested in sports and fitness, will be meeting weekly, cannot wait, am also considering, since i do like to sing, joining the northcoast mens chorus, what a blast that would be, i am feeling like i need to get into my life, i have accepted and embraced it and have never felt so good about myself, have started working out again, got on the bike last night, soooooo this is my new life, my gay life, i am loving it

7 comments:

john said...

Good luck with that!!
I'm still struggling to crack that closet door open.
You would think 30 some years of cramped living would have been enough--someday I'll find the courage to do what you are doing.

john said...

Good luck with that!!
I'm still struggling to crack that closet door open.
You would think 30 some years of cramped living would have been enough--someday I'll find the courage to do what you are doing.

Mind the Bear said...

You go, bro! Be yourself.

Bigg said...

I am so glad to hear that you're getting to step outside the stress zone. You deserve a good time, Dave.

Brent said...

Good for you. I'm still taking it super slow. I know I could move faster, and at some point ai will have to, but for now...

Chris said...

Excellent! We're all reading with baited anticipation. A new chapter is dawning.

Stephen said...

It all begins with a first step. One foot ahead of the other the choice of how big the stride is up to you. Sounds like you will be running before long.