Monday, December 31, 2007

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR

well here it is guys, new years eve, at work, and planning on spending the day here till 6 to get some last minute end of year and end of month shit done, and to avoid having to go to her brothers tonight for a long ass boring new years party.......all her family again, just spend the whole day christmas with them.........last weekend was the worst christmas ever.......no money,few gifts and lots of stress between her and me..........just can't do it any more, don't want to, to the point i can't even be nice....spend all my time in my room, not even eating with them......just getting tired...............2008, will this finally be the big unveiling of gay dave.......God i hope so i am going nuts, feel like a fucking caged animal ready to strike..............hope all your new years are great and will look forward to more wonderful, joyous, happy posts coming out of my mouth...........love you guys, your comments and support are awesome and much needed

11 comments:

Journeyman said...

Here's to a happy 2008!

daveincleveland said...

yeah,gotta be better for both of us huh

Bear Me Out said...

Well, sweetheart, it won't take much to go up from where we've been. Hang on and take it a day at a time. This will be our year. Hugs, kisses, and @#$%^!
Cheers, dear, "Joe"

Lewis said...

I hate to keep on hearing these phrases and words over and over from you. Tomorrow is a new year....and hopefully a dramatically new life for you. It's really time. In fact, it's past time. Hugs. HNY

Derek said...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

manxxman said...

We all love you very dearly Dave. If you are unhappy in your life as it is.......do something different, new......find an AID's program you can do some work for. Cleveland has to have a PFLAG group, join it. Even Brent goes to his Desert Adventure's. Find something similiar to that in Cleveland. Oh, you'll have to do some research......but I think you'll find it well worth the effort to start having a circle of gay friends.

Doug said...

Hopefully 2008 will see the animal released from its cage.

Stephen said...

Happy New Year, my friend.

Michael in Norfolk said...

Dave,

I hope 2008 is a better year for you than the one just passed. As "bear me out" says, take one day at a time. My therapist beat that into me and it truly does work a great deal to lessen the stressing out.

As for your living situation, I think you need to just flat out tell her and all of her family that you are gay and proud of it. If need be. set up a schedule for when each of you has use of portions of the house. It is after all your house too.

From my own experience, bending over backwards and being nice will not count for anything in the divorce, so do NOT be a martyr.

Michael

Akoni S. Chaput said...

Hey Dave, Hope you made the rolling of the New Year as good as it could have been. The night didn't sound all that fun to you, but perhaps you had other choices..?

2008 will be a better time for you....as well as many, many others!!!

BIG HUGZ!!

Creative Thinker said...

I am SO proud of you. This year is indeed going to be better. You just need to have the faith in yourself that we do. You deserve the best life has to give and its out there. You just have to reach out and grab it. Sometimes it can be scary. After all my heart issues, BELIEVE me when I tell you life is too short not to live every day to the fullest. You can do it, babe. I know you can - Shel